How to Become an Antibody for the Coronavirus via Holomorphosis


My sphere
This is a picture I submitted for an article I published on Oct 19, 2019 at long before there was any hint of the coronavirus in the news. It was used to illustrate what I saw in my vision in 1992, and to represent my life  as a large “event particle” filled with smaller “event light particles”.


This is a picture of a coronavirus. Notice how the “dark particles” pop out of the surface.

Written on Easter, April 12, 2020

Updated April 20, 2020

I never had a sense of urgency to get the holomorphic process theory out for scientific scrutiny the way I do now. Thanks to the current crisis – the pandemic that is the Novel Coronavirus or COVID – 19, I feel that I should do the best I can to present the theory to anyone who will listen, even if it doesn’t meet the level of scholarly refinement that I would prefer. That is because I have reason to believe that it will provide an important new perspective that is desperately needed in order to understand life, life forms and the root cause of many of humanity’s problems including viruses and antibodies. I also have reason to believe that it will provide a simple (harmless and free) way of healing and preventing future outbreaks. Keep in mind that it has not been rigorously tested and should be taken with a grain of salt. In fact, taking information with a grain of salt, i.e. challenging any theory, concept, rhetoric or spin to make sure that it is based in truth, is part of the solution that I am proposing.

Bottom line up front:

Hypothesis: A virus cell is a megabyte of information spun into microbial form by words (spoken or written) that do not reflect the truth. By combining quantum biology and medical physics with information technology and antivirus software, virus cells can be modeled and treated as a collection of quantum bits of information rather than products of nature. If this hypothesis is correct, then it might be possible, at least in principle, to synthesize the RNA molecules in a virtual space and study how it forms, interacts with human DNA and reacts when subjected to other molecules formed by words (spoken or written) that do reflect the truth.        The underlying basis for this idea is a theory called the holomorphic process – a concept that considers the process known as life as an actual reflection of truth (the vibrational energy of spacetime that interacts holographically with itself to form quantum event particles). If this concept is correct, then a human who is skilled at separating truth from untruth may be able to prevent the receptor proteins from opening when signaled by a virus. These hypothetical people, whose DNA molecules consist only of true event particles, would be human antibodies who might recognize and eliminate the root of virus production sources. In practical terms, they would be human lie detectors, which is what we normally expect from our judicial professionals.

This idea is not unreasonable when you consider that, if an individual human body dies after being exposed to the virus, it is not because the virus killed him or her; it’s because their body overreacted and shut down vital organs and functions. The COVID-19 pandemic provides epidemiological evidence that the collective human being is a megascopic reflection of the individuals, each of which is a macroscopic reflection of an individual cell, which is a physical reflection of the process that forms every quantum particle. As such, it serves as a demonstration of the holomorphic process theory.

Overreaction due to the fear of death is exactly what is happening at the macroscopic level and we fear death because we don’t understand what death is. If the government continues to require businesses, which are the vital organs and functions of our society, to remain shut down, our society will die. A vaccine may provide a temporary fix, but it may come too late and it will not help us produce antibodies for the next virus. According to the holomorphic process theory, every human that is a reflection of truth (most are not pure, but are close enough to sustain their own lives) can be an antibody for any virus that might affect the collective human being.


Quantum Medical Physics of Viruses

The purpose of this article is to explain how I perceive this to be true, based on quantum physics, and how every individual can serve to heal humanity. If the holomorphic process theory is a correct model, then everything in the universe is holographic in nature and we are individual units of a unified pattern of energy. At the smallest scale, every quantum particle is not just a particle, but a pattern of energy that presents its space-like “particulate face” to an observer when requested by the observer, and its time-like face “phantom face” when the observer allows for retrospect. That means that if you use instruments that detect any of the various characteristics (like momentum, charge, shape, color, etc.) that is what you will measure. And you will conclude that it is physical. But if you use instruments that detect vibrational characteristics and you are patient enough to allow these characteristics to develop over time (i.e. to mature), you will discover that the non-physical aspect of reality is just as real.

Most physicists have learned to say that observation “collapses the wave function” and some interpret that to mean observation actually brings the particle into existence. According to the holomorphic process theory, the measurement does not bring the particle into existence but rather it transforms our awareness of the energy by perceiving it as being separate from the background field and giving it a name. Even after being observed, a seemingly localized electron still has an electric field that extends outward in all directions. That field is literally part of the electron, but in order to understand how energy interacts with itself to form the astronomical variety of nature, we have to consider the particle as separate from the field. By doing so, the particle serves as a reflection of all electron characteristics.

That reflection of truth is imprinted as holographic fringes, like 1’s and 0’s in a computer, which form the image of a tiny particle named “electron” in our minds. The actual electron (the unified pattern of energy that formed the image) is not what was affected by our observation. It was the image, which formed in our minds. Similarly, using the words from process philosophy (see Alfred North Whitehead) the total cache of information that makes of the observation is called an “event particle”.

My theory is that these holographic fringes are formed in every cell of our body, just like the fringes are printed on every “cell” of a hologram, and each set of fringes form what we call genetic material that makes up DNA molecules. The fringes remain available for us to reform and project the event particle like an IMAX projection in inner-space, i.e. to recall it as a memory. This is effectively the same way a computer read-write memory works, except that the memories in our minds that are written over do not cease to exist. Instead, each new event expands our awareness (the “known universe”) and thereby creates inner-space – what we call “the past”. Information that is based on truth is said to “make sense” and according to my theory, it actually creates the sense of insight, i.e. opens the “mind’s eye”.

The thing about animals is that we have the ability to use vibrational energy to make sounds and thereby effectively synthesize particles. Keep in mind that the word “particle” is just a model. To use the model you have to imagine, for example, that a dog’s bark looks like a ball of energy – just like we imagine an electromagnetic wave (like light) is treated like a tiny ball of energy we call a photon or an electron (the difference between photons and electrons are beside the point). The scale is very different (a sound would make an enormous ball compared to an electron) but the process is the same. Each of these “sound particles” carries meaning and we have to learn that meaning or else we might suffer the consequences, like the pain of a dog bite.

The thing about humans is that we identify with the holographic image – the persona that we create in our minds – in order to survive and thrive among other humans. We call it our “self”; you think to your self and you might even talk to your self. And here is the clincher: if your self is not a reflection of truth, then you will not recognize non-truth and suffer the consequences. One consequence of creating or accepting non-truth is that the receptors in your cell membranes take the shape that allows the entry of a virus into your cells. (See Biologist Bruce Lipton’s book, The Biology of Belief)

The holomorphic process theory suggests that if you are a reflection of truth, and I mean down to every gene that you inherited from your ancestors, you will be immune to any and all viruses. If you are a reflection of truth, then you will understand your true self – including the field that extends outward from your body – and you will know that the event we call death is nothing more than a separation from your current level of life. Life is the eternal process (like a computer program) that looks like what we call biological cells at the macroscopic level but at the most fundamental level it looks like a simple vibration, string or loop.

Every phase of life is marked by a transformation and death is simply the side of that transformation that we see. Death is simply the separation of your holographic self from your body, which is the vibrational energy that had previously been perceived and observed as a collection of the tiny particles that made up the physical body.

The trouble with humans is a direct result of our ability to synthesize particles and then dress them up. By that I mean we invented words that carry meaning; that’s vibrational energy implicated with meaning. (See David Bohm’s Wholeness and the Implicate Order) And we use those words to communicate meaning and influence others. The trouble comes when we modulate and disguise these “light particles” (they are the light of truth at heart because actual vibrations form the words) with untruth and ignorance, making them “dark particles”. In other words, we lie or spin the truth for whatever reason to try and manipulate the life process for our own purposes. Because all real particles reveal their phantom face when allowed to mature, information that is fabricated, using real vibrational energy to communicate sentences that are not based on truth, creates a shadowy membrane around the surface, making it a dark event particle. A collection of dark event particles that use circular reasoning to form a dark molecule is theoretically what will become a virus.

That in itself is not the problem because without a base in truth, these dark particles simply remain as dark energy. If they are challenged and tested (at the quantum level, in a physics lab that means bombarding it with other particles), then the darkness will be knocked off and the light of truth will shine through. Notice that this suggests that darkness must be perceived as having substance that can shield light. For example, if a subatomic particle is hit by another particle in a magnetic field and it scatters in a curved path, then the truth about the particle will be revealed. We can deduce (know the truth about) its charge and mass characteristics. In effect, the particle is what it does and by observing what it does, the unknown (darkness or hidden truth) is transformed into the light of awareness.

The same would apply at the human level if people were honest with each other and recognized that truth is what it does – it lives. According to the holomorphic process theory, the word “truth” is the noun form of the living process. A “living word” means that a word carries the life process in its essence and a string of words that are combined to communicate truth expresses the life process. Compare that to gene expression. At the cellular level, the “words” are what we call genes and the life process is what we know as mitosis.

Again, the trouble comes when words are spun to form a web of deceit. That web of deceit forms a pattern of energy that looks very much like the truth. At the molecular level, it would look like a single strand of DNA. Why single strand? Because the first strand is the strand of particles formed by the true events and the second is the set of words that are a reflection of the truth. A strand that is synthesized by a shadow self does not reflect the truth so it has no reflection.

Reasonable evidence

It might seem ridiculous to think that that we can actually create viruses by telling a lie or series of lies. But not long ago, it was considered ridiculous to think that tiny particles called germs actually existed at all. In his book, The Scientific Attitude, Lee McIntyre described how medical professionals were extremely resistant to the idea, but eventually the evidence prevailed – that medical students who came directly from performing autopsies, with unwashed hands and instruments (remember that this was before antisepsis and the germ theory of disease), straight to the maternity ward – were transferring “cadaveric matter” to the pregnant women resulting in what was called childbed fever (also known as puerperal fever).[1]

Lying is a way of spinning information energy in such a way as to make self-referential loops of energy. For example, circular reasoning produces a loop of information energy. I can tell you “If I am correct then what I say is true – and – If what I say is true then I am correct.” The second statement is just the inverse of the first, but they refer to or point at each other, making them what I call “a true loop” –to illustrate how it is what it does.

Circular reasoning starts with first-order logic and alludes to truth by using the projection (if “A” is true, which is a projection that points at truth) followed by the supposed reflection (then “B”, which is deduced as a reflection pointing back from truth). I said supposed reflection because it can be done regardless of whether or not “B” is true. Then it connects the first projection-reflection loop with its own reflection by switching the A and B (making it second-order logic) as illustrated in Figure 1.



If_Then loop
Figure 1 Circular reasoning creates a vortex of self-reference. See “Circular arguments are perfectly valid” by Tim van der Zee


These loops of energy form dark particles if neither A nor B are true or if one is true yet the referral to the other is untrue. But on the surface, they may be indistinguishable from “true event particles” i.e. natural quantum particle-waves that make up real matter. They will interact with each other and form what appears to be a self-sustaining argument. Fortunately, if it is properly challenged then it will fall apart and the “test of time” will eventually dissolve the darkness.

If it is not challenged, the argument made out of dark event particles can interact with each other to form molecules very similar to natural elements and then form cells that mimic life. However, because they have no base in truth, which is the essence of life, they lack the dualistic nature that provides stability through self-reflection and reproducibility. They cannot survive on their own because they have no reflection and thus require a host from which to steal genetic material. They are not conscious so they don’t do this by intention. They do it simply by chance encounters with the right conditions, like magnets or electromotive forces that attract nucleotides toward each other. As I mentioned, they have no reflection; they are the quantum equivalent of the “living dead” that has been mythologized as zombies or blood-sucking vampires who have no reflection. In the myth, the only way to defeat a vampire is by pounding a stake into its heart. In reality, the stake to the heart is the simple truth.


Deconvolution of your Antibody

The most important difference between a living organism and a virus is that a living organism contains DNA, which is able to reproduce itself, whereas a virus contains RNA, which is not. The main reason living DNA is able to reproduce itself is because DNA is a double-stranded molecule, while RNA is single-stranded. The double strands are, figuratively, mirror images of each other with AT (adenine-thymine) as one object-image pair and GC (guanine-cytosine) as the other. I say they are figuratively mirror images to mean that one goes with the other like a negative charge goes with a positive charge or a shadow goes with the object casting the shadow.

Keep in mind that DNA and RNA molecules are quantum memory molecules made out of elements that are made out of quantum particles, which are made out of vibrational information energy. According to the holomorphic process theory, dark event particles can be synthesized by using information energy, e.g. by using words that have implicit meaning and sentences that pretend to communicate the truth but only include twists that point away from the truth. (Note that “pretend” is from Latin prae ‘before’ + tendere ‘stretch’, so the words represent truth but then people stretch the truth and spin it for their purposes).

Dark particles are what I hypothesize to make up what physicists call dark energy, which is an unknown form of energy that affects the universe on the largest scales. Supernovae measurements provided evidence that the expansion of the universe is accelerating but the reason for this is not know; so it was attributed to the unknown and named dark energy. Dark particles are simply quantum models of the unknown. Any unknown can be identified and given a name. Once it is named, it exists as a dark event particle and is available to be transformed into a light particle by challenging it and thereby revealing truth. Every theory in physics begins with a statement of assumptions, which are dark particles that are presented with the express intention of being challenged. It is only if they are allowed to form self-sustaining, self-motivated, selfish units, that dark particles become viruses (and daemons if you like).

The nucleus of a living cell is centered on information that is true ­– the light of truth – whereas a virus is spun out of just enough genetic material to give it a membrane (a body) and mobility. Keep in mind that when I say a living cell is centered on truth I mean information that is the energy from actual (true) events. It is all vibrational energy, but it is not modulated (or covered) by the vibrational energy “spun up” by humans.

True particles are units of spacetime, i.e. real and imaginary, physical and mental, whereas dark particles are covered and appear to be imaginary. True particles can withstand the test of time because time itself, as I explained here, is just another way of quantifying motion, as the reflection of space. A true particle is like a pixel that makes an image on a computer screen – it appears in spacetime when observed, then disappears and reappears a bazillion times a second. In other words, it projects into space, turns and reflects on the implicit, non-physical information energy that shaped it, and then reforms (“realizes” itself as explicit form) as a reproduction of its former self at a new point in spacetime. Its new explicit self is real and measurable, so it is the subject of science. And its former self modulates the implicit information, allowing the new self to experience change, as in motion (quantum level) and evolution (animal level). The implicit part is not measurable, but sensible, so it is not usually the subject science, but of conscience. The former self can accurately inform the new self of truth only if it is not covered with the dark web. If it is, then it will require self-reflection, self-illumination, and perhaps self-sacrifice in order to regain self-awareness.

The holomorphic process theory is a holistic quantum medical physics perspective of physics. It uses the same well-known technique in principle as that used in medical physics to extract anatomical information from the data obtained from a CT or MRI scan. The technique is to “deconvolve” data and extract 3D information from multiple different sources using a convolution kernel function. In the case of distinguishing dark particles from true particles, the kernel function is a single cycle, which is modeled as separation, projection, reflection and reunification.

A real particle “pops” into existence by moving from the state of oneness (just called energy) to a state of separateness, as a distinct particle, separate from the background field. It is then in a state of spatial projection – in perpetual motion with respect to everything else in the universe. Because it is in motion, it separates spacetime into space (the spatial projection) and time (the reflection of spatial projection), imprinting its vibrational state as fringes in the past. Those fringes serve to inform and actually form and give shape to the new particle. If the information is not corrupted by false information, the process will continue and the form will be a living organism that physically evolves.

The problem with the theory of evolution is that it only refers to the physical results that become apparent after a particle morphs into more evolved versions of itself. It does not consider what happens to the non-physical information energy. The holomorphic process theory is a Theory of Human Convolution as a revision or supplement to Darwin’s theory. The word “convolution” is defined simply as “a thing that is complex and difficult to follow” but in mathematics “convolution is a mathematical operation on two functions that produces a third function expressing how the shape of one is modified by the other. The term convolution refers to both the result function and to the process of computing it.”[2]

The inverse convolution operation is used in medical imaging to extract the information that is convolved in a collection of individual images. According to the holomorphic process theory, the physical human body is one function, the mental body (the self that we create to mask our true self) is the second function, and the true self is the “antibody”. Thus, a human that is made up of true particles is the macroscopic version of cellular antibodies.

How to use your antibody to heal society

So what if you inherited a bunch of non-truth from your ancestors? The only way to get rid of it is for it to die. That is what people call a spiritual death or a rebirth. As I said in the introductory paragraph, “…taking information with a grain of salt, i.e. challenging any theory, concept, rhetoric or spin to make sure that it is based in truth, is part of the solution that I am proposing.” Besides being able to synthesize information particles, we humans are also able to challenge dark particles. However, too many people like the idea of being part of a flock, happy to follow whatever “shepherd” herded their parents or willing to follow any charismatic leader that comes their way. I’m not referring to religious leaders, although there are probably some who twist their religious messages for the sake of their own greed. I’m talking more about political and governmental leaders.

The way to heal ourselves as individuals and society as a whole is to discredit the anthropomorphic image and raise up the word “truth” to the level of “God”. Everyone knows about truth and as I explained in the holomorphic process theory, creation of the universe is a continuous quantum process. The universe is expanding because it is merely the surface of expanding human awareness. So truth is the Creator. Truth is what religions call God. Truth is the essence of life and nothing – no religion, no philosophy, no science and no ideology – should ever be held higher than truth.

Any statements that we make should be made with honor: that means with honesty and integrity. To be honest means that you make your words fit the truth, i.e. you tell the truth. Integrity means that you ensure the truth (by your actions) fit your words. In other words, if you say you are going to do something, you make sure that you do it. If something changes and you can’t keep your word, make sure that you are honest about it. It is time for the people to take back control by insisting on truth and transparency from our leaders and our selves.

As for the coronavirus… I would suggest that all restrictions be lifted, encourage all people to “come clean” to anyone they have deceived, and let the process of truth take over. I am part of the high-risk population. I’ll be 60 years old in a few months with high blood and a mild heart condition. I will continue to be careful about hygiene and wear a mask if I go out in public, but I am certainly willing to die for the sake of truth.

[1] McIntyre, Lee. The Scientific Attitude (The MIT Press) (Kindle Locations 1543-1546). The MIT Press. Kindle Edition.


Save me from myself

20131014_094129I previously wrote a glowing review of Sky Nelson-Isaac’s book, Living in the Flow and regularly receive emails from him about his courses and his music. Although I loved his book, I’m afraid his new song “Stand For Me” is an excellent example of a mindset that can destroy a country or any organization that is made up of individual people. This is so important, especially in the face of recent crises that I’ve pasted my review of his song here. I also inserted a recording and lyrics of another song, written and performed by my son Bobby, called “Save Me From Myself” to give you what I think we need from our artists.



Hello Sky,

I watched your video, listened closely and read the lyrics to your song. You have a beautiful voice and play well. I love your spirit, Sky and I love your book Living in the Flow. In your email you said, “The more honest we can be with each other, the more we can forgive each other for our mistakes, the more we will build a just and resilient community.” So I will be honest with you. You also said, “I see examples of this interdependence around us.” The problem I see with the song is that you confuse dependence or co-dependence with interdependence. You can only get interdependence from a group of mature independent people. I recommend that you read Steven Covey’s book The Seven Habits of Highly Effective People to understand this maturity continuum.

If the protagonist in the song was the voice of the collective consciousness saying that it needs people to stand for the whole world or even a small organization, like the the one against domestic violence that you are trying to help, I would say it was great. Even our great country cannot stand without its people because “the less it needs the more it disappears” as you said. But as it is, I hear the protagonist in the song as an individual human who can not or will not take a stand from himself. If the first verse had explained that the singer was abused to such an extent that he or she no longer had any hope of helping herself, then I would have felt compassion.  But instead, I was very concerned that the song will be sung by people who think that they are not capable of taking care of themself and beg for the generosity of others who, by the way did not just find, in your words, “a garden they can go to to shutter out the pain”. We all have to suffer the pain that comes from taking care of ourself. Everyone starts out entirely dependent, and the only  “garden” is the state that you are in when you can make your own declaration of independence. The “tyrant” that the protagonist faces is his own shadow and he is the only one who can defeat that shadow. To say, “I depend on you. There’s nowhere I can go, I’m counting on you” is the voice of a coward.

What about living in the flow? What’s wrong with flowing on the river of life – the river of other people’s courage and sacrifices?

If you are not actually the “water” in the river, then maybe you are something floating on the surface. Sure, you can float for a while, but eventually you will get hung up on some obstruction. Perhaps you are a fish in the river. If so, you will eventually be eaten by a bigger fish. Living in the flow is a wonderful and helpful concept for the dependent phase of life, but if nobody wants to become the water, the river will dry up. By living in the flow you come to realize that it is the only way to live, but you don’t really “get it” until you mature spiritually, when you become the flow.

Now is the time that our country needs heros. The protagonist in your song needs to understand that everyone has a hero within himself. Haven’t you ever noticed that the conscience  that guides you is much stronger and braver than you are? That conscience speaks to you from your very own “garden”. At the point in the song when you say, “I believe in you, I’ve seen your courage shine when it needs to,” in my opinion that should be the protagonist pleading to his own hero self. And that IS an emergency because nobody can stand FOR you. I will stand BY you but I can not stand for you. I, Theodore, am just a symbol and I stand FOR the collective whole (group, city, state, country or planet), united with those who are willing to sacrifice their own lives for the same whole. That is why I will always stand for the pledge of allegiance.

My son, Bobby St. John who I told to about, who owns St.John Music Lessons in San Antonio, TX wrote a song “Save me from myself”, which is about what he calls “the image in the mirror”, “the shadow you can’t shake that keeps shifting” and then a “lifesize ink blot” that follows you around. He understands that we are all holomorphic projections – seemingly separate individuals but actually just individual parts of that conscience that calls us all to be heros. I’m posting it, along with this review on my website.


Here it is:

Save Me From Myself, by Bobby St. John


Verse 1:

When the image in the mirror gets so far from the truth and your footsteps lie contrary to you. Like a shadow you can’t shake that keeps shifting and making you make mistakes then the war is here it’s at your front door. Sometimes the only way to lay waste to a bad thing besides “the bang bang” is a train of thought a tough road to walk. When you’re caught with that lifesize inkblot following you around, fight the urge to throw your arms to the ground. Come on open your mouth brother make a sound and say


Save me from myself. I’m alone and I don’t want to find that a hero has been standing by. Save me from myself cause when there’s nowhere left to run and the man in the mirror’s got a gun, you’ve got the power to bring about the Sun.

Verse 2:

So fight the good fight. You could if you would step on through the night, if you stood up and bled just a little instead of fled, well then you should see the shadow start to fade from sight. And if you’re curious and I know it’s not easy but I wouldn’t leave you behind or show you a lie if you’re bleeding then that means I’m also cut.


So save me from myself well I’m alone and I don’t wanna find that a hero has been standing by. Save me from myself cause when there is nowhere left to run and the man in the mirror’s got a gun you’ve got the power to bring about the Sun.


And when there’s nobody else to… face except yourself, just come on down off your shelf now ’cause there’s no way without a fight we’re going down.


Save me from myself. I’m alone and I don’t want to find that a hero has been standing by. Save me from myself cause when there’s nowhere left to run and the man in the mirror’s got a gun, you’ve got the power to bring about the Sun.


By the way, if you wonder why I chose to include the photo at the top of this page… I don’t recall where was taken, but we were on a trip from San Diego to Oregon. That’s me staring at the carving.  The carving is also me, peeking around from the backside to see if the real me can tell that I am pretending to be a sculpture.


A piece of my heart goes to Greta Thunberg

If you haven’t seen or heard about Greta Thunberg, I ask that you start with her talk at TEDx and then watch her “scathing speech” at the United Nations Climate Action Summit. I have been much like her in that I couldn’t believe that there was a climate crisis because if it were true, then surely all of the really “good” and smart people in the world would make sure that we all knew about it and that we were all doing something significant about it, and not just giving it lip service.

Now I am an elder, so it is much easier for me to look calmly at it and to say with confidence that it is all part of the cycle of life, the holomorphic process, which absolutely hinges on crises like this in order to swing people into action. And that, I think is why most of the other elders don’t seem to be giving it the appropriate level of response. But she, and all of you young “wizards” out there (I explain “wizards” in my response below), are in the position to see the urgency to take action as “movers and shakers” (or “Beaters and Chasers”) because if you don’t, this crisis will hit you very hard in your lifetime. It is one that you can see coming and the last thing you want to do is to let it happen and then look back to realize that you, as a seemingly insignificant adolescent, could have done SOMETHING to help prevent it.

Holomorphosis: The Magic Word

I am an old wizard and my advice to you is to start by looking at yourself in the mirror and saying the word (and having an understanding of) holomorphosis. Consider it a magic word if you like, but understand that it is the miraculous process that we are all part of. The physical world as we see it with our physical eyes is only the holographic projection. When you look at yourself in the mind’s mirror with your mind’s eye, you either see the masks that you have created (like most adults do today) or you see your own Spirit of Truth, which you continuously create when you live in truth and allow it to transform itself into wisdom. That part of you is what communicates with Mother Earth when you are in harmony with the holomorphic process.

When you say “the magic words” (whatever it is that you say to make change in the world) with heart (sincerity), you transform dark energy into vibrations that manifest as quantum bits of energy that form physical reality and make things happen. Millions of us have been doing it (some call it prayer) but there is a competition going on. The tragic irony is that people with selfish agendas can also transform energy even though it is not in harmony with the life process. So we need more players, i.e. people who know how to “play the game” of life on the side of truth. You are at the “train platform” and once you pass through the gate and board the train to “Hogwarts”, you will learn what to do to discover your role .

The solution to the climate crisis is much simpler than you might think. Please read my post on Greta’s Facebook page below:

Thank you Greta. As I learn more about you, and about the physics of consciousness, I gain more insight into the concept of “old soul”. I realize that we who care about truth and accept the challenge – to take action so that we can “look ourselves in the mirror” as you said – are the ones who accept the “Spirit of Truth”, thereby gaining the $wisdom$ (the only thing of real value) and wake up in a new body. That is the underlying message of the Harry Potter myths; we eventually realize (sometimes through Asperger, meditation or “Hogwarts”) that we are wizards (wise-ards) – the embodiments of Truth. Too many people play the role of “Muggles” who accept the **crap** that they call “real life” and then try to give you **crap** about following your heart. Others play the role of “Voldemort” or “Quirrell”. They either fight against you or don’t even accept the challenge (metaphorically the game of “Quidditch” i.e. evolution of consciousness via physical journey in the womb of Mother Earth). We who acknowledge only truth realize that we have the power to,  and will, win the competition and thus save the world. As an elder physicist of Danish descent, I have been a “Seeker” going after the “Golden Snitch” for the last 30 years and I’m getting close to catching it (see my site at You seem to be either a “Chaser” or a “Beater” batting down the “Bludger”. And you probably know better than I (since I have been flying somewhat isolated in America) that there are a lot more wizards out there working with us. I know it can be exhausting, so I ask you to take a little piece of my heart. And I am asking everyone else to support us in this competition. To them I say, please realize that you too have the power to learn and face the truth in order to look yourself in the mirror. But as Professor Dumbledore warned, “The truth is a beautiful and terrible thing, and should therefore be treated with great caution.” If you choose to join us and find the “Sorcerer’s stone” you can only *find* it and never *use* it for your own agenda. The good news is, and here’s a secret… if you find it, you understand that there’s no need to use it as an “Elixir of Life” because you realize that life is already eternal. And that will bring you into the “Chamber of Secrets”. Make sure you are ready!

The real irony in life, the twist and the reason the hero always wins, is that the tragic irony I mentioned above (that people with selfish agendas can also transform energy, albeit out of harmony) produces physical structures that actually support the life process. So truth wins either way. It just takes a little longer, and requires more versions and sequels of the “Neverending Story” to reach the threshold, when the “upward” transformation process becomes “supercritical” (a nuclear power term that means exponentially increasing). Until then, we just have to stick with it and enjoy the game of life.


Three cheers for a new book, Living in Flow, by physicist Sky Nelson-Isaacs

Flow is an experience that we all have at many times in our lives. When I was a trumpeter in my high school marching, concert and jazz bands (1974-78), we used to call it, “being in the groove” …  yeah baby… that’s what “groovy” meant. But it’s more than just a cool feeling; it is a real and powerful experience that illustrates how physics can be used to understand a very important aspect to the human experience.

That is exactly what Sky Nelson-Isaacs has done in his new book

Living in Flow: The Science of Synchronicity and How Your Choices Shape Your World

North Atlantic Books (2019). Kindle Edition. See

Sky has an MS in physics and has discovered a brilliant way of addressing the underlying essence of the reality that matters. He starts and ends with human experience, bringing physics back to Earth, the realm of real life, rather than accepting the fantasy world of Big Bang Cosmology. (I’m just slamming the 3D version of creation-in-an-instant, not the 4D version that refers to creation as a continuous process.) Living in Flow is beautifully written, and easy to understand – a literary illustration of flow itself. And I love the fact that  his name is Sky, since his explanation is so down-to-Earth rather than being out of reach, up in outer space.

Not only does he provide what I consider to be the best answers to the hard questions, and show how they apply to our lives, but more importantly, he corrected some of the question fallacies that have been the source of a tremendous amount of wasted time and money. In my opinion, besides being the title of Lee Smolin’s book, the trouble with physics is that most physicists tend to use physics to understand reality rather than using reality and experience to understand physics. And they ask questions that already assume an answer: like, “How did the universe get started?” assumes that it actually started at a specific time. Yet, as Sky points out and explains, light is timeless; so the whole concept of a big bang is tragically flawed. (Anybody looking to buy a large but slightly used hadron collider?)

I had learned the name “flow” and the Csikszentmihalyi flow diagram (the colorful diagram below on the left) back around 2000 from a neurosurgeon, who was on my Ph.D. research committee at the University of Florida Brain Institute.

Flow Remodeled

The diagram on the right is the same concept, but I remodeled it to show how it looks if you reduce apathy to a quantum point, suggesting that anyone can get into the flow zone regardless of how little skill you have. It’s not only driven by arousal and control, but until you get to that level of skill, it requires courage and dedication to pass through Worry and Anxiety on the maturity continuum. I had already planned on using this form of the flow diagram in a book that I am writing to illustrate how the holomorphic process flows right out of the interactions of quantum particles (via motion) and into the world of experience (motion that has been tagged by “e” for experience i.e. “e-motion”). Sky actually discusses this level of the process (experience, emotion, feeling, and thought) as follows:

“In the phenomenological model I’m using, everything starts with having experiences in the world. Emotions are then an automatic physiological response that our bodies have to our experiences—what Damasio calls the proto-self. Stomach butterflies when we are afraid or goose pimples when we are in awe are bodily reactions to emotions that we don’t have any conscious control over. Feelings, on the other hand, are how we perceive the emotions. Having feelings gives rise to what Damasio calls core consciousness. Feelings are more complex than emotions because they depend on how we perceive our circumstances. A seasoned performer may respond with feelings of joy and excitement to the emotion of butterflies in the stomach, whereas someone with stage fright may try to run away as far as possible. By adding our own mental interpretation to our emotions, the five basic emotions of fear, anger, joy, sadness, and disgust become a broad field of possible feelings or interpretations. Finally, our thoughts are those connections we make “in our head” while trying to make sense out of our experiences and our emotions. Taken together, these considerations suggest that our life consists of experiences, to which we have emotional reactions, which we interpret as feelings and which lead to cognitive thoughts about life.”

Nelson-Isaacs, Sky. Living in Flow (p. 50). North Atlantic Books. Kindle Edition.

After reading Sky’s book I watched the YouTube video with Csikszentmihalyi explaining his flow diagram, and I wrote the following comments:

The concept of flow has a much more profound importance than just the physiological (opioid and dopamine) experience. I learned about the flow diagram from a neurosurgeon (one of my medical physics Ph. D. committee) back in 2001 and immediately recognized its validity and importance in my life as a musician, physicist, teacher and parent.

The profound implications of flow are in the way flow makes sense of quantum and relativistic physics and the idea of “parallel universes”, which author Jim Baggott called fantasy physics (in his book “Farewell to Reality”). This is explained beautifully by physicist Sky Nelson-Isaacs in his new book, “Living in Flow: The science of synchronicity and how your choices shape your world”. It is a must read for anyone who has experienced or just “gets it” – the idea of flow – and wants to understand how physics supports it. As a retired medical physicist, I’ve been working on a model for understanding mind/body medical physics, (because I think it’s better than the poison/cut/burn approach to curing cancer) and I find the concept of flow as well as Isaacs’ explanation to be the best and most useful to help the human condition. And you don’t have to know any complicated physics to understand it.

Isaacs explains it in terms of “meaningful history selection”, which to me is similar to the notion that life makes sense in reverse but you have to live it in forward. It takes time to realize that time is an allusion, i.e. alluded to by your perspective (my words) and that light is timeless (Isaac’s words). It is the first time I’ve seen the “parallel universe” idea used in a meaningful and sensible way and it relates directly to flow. Flow makes it seem like the universe responds to your path to fulfillment by sort of deselecting all of your “potential futures” that fail to line up with your authentic desires (symbolically portrayed as “apples” at the tip of branches).

Information stored in DNA

How Much Information is Stored in the Human Genome? 

This is an excellent topic. There is enough information stored in the DNA to provide the program necessary for life. But where does the information come from? The question should not be “who?” That assumes a forgone conclusion. Creation is a process, driven by the apparent separation of formless energy (a unity) via relative motion. You may think that you are sitting motionless, but in fact, you are in motion relative to every other particle in the universe. The coexistence of these mutually exclusive states (binary bits) provides the apparent separation of unity and a restoring centripetal force that gives quantum particles their angular momentum. This is the basis for a metamorphic process. The self-sustaining process creates the vibrational energy that collapses into quantum states – bits of information, which creates constructive and destructive interference, which amplifies a holomorphic process (separation, projection, reflection, reunification; see It results in self-organizing subatomic particles that make up the atoms that make up the base pairs that make up the DNA molecules… All of the information around us (i.e. Truth… that which actually happened) continuously collapses into every DNA center, and the same process results in cell-division and the destruction of cells that fail to follow the process, allowing the organism to adapt to a changing environment.

The question, “who started the process?” is also a question fallacy because the process is a circle with no beginning or end. The act of drawing a circle may require a beginning, but the circle itself just is. Time is a human concept that is nothing more than a different way of quantifying motion. So there is no beginning, no creation event. Am I saying there is no God? No. “God” is the name of the process, by which Truth transforms into consciousness, which has no beginning of end… it just is. If it spoke for itself, it would say “I am… I just am. I am that intelligible sphere whose center is everywhere and circumference nowhere.” So God is the energy, the process and the resulting consciousness. Sounds like a holy trinity to me.


A Global Collaboration

Originally posted August 31, 2018
Updated September 22, 2018

In the spirit of polymath projects, this project presents a problem: how to understand the holographic nature of reality, along with a proposed approach to solving the problem, which is explained in “The Holomorphic Process, Understanding the holographic nature of reality as a metamorphic process” (currently under review by a peer-reviewed physics research journal) to the online community in the hope that others, will read, think about it and offer feedback.  If the proposed model is correct, it greatly simplifies the math and provides a different perspective on the holographic principle.

The holographic approach (proposed by David Bohm) was applied to the thermodynamics of black holes by Leonard Suskind (see The World as a Hologram) and is a fairly new application to understanding quantum field theory (see Nassim Haramein’s “Quantum Gravity and the Holographic Mass” for example), but it is also applicable to many other branches of science, such as neuroscience (see Karl Pribram’s Holonomic Brain Theory), biology, information theory and the study of consciousness, as well as art and philosophy.  So it is well suited for interdisciplinary collaborative efforts.

My approach to understanding and proving the holographic nature of physical reality uses a simple geometric, relational model that I developed (and am still developing) by reverse-engineering the problem. By that I mean I started with the assumption that every quantum particle is a holographic projection, a “photon sphere” or “orb” of energy if you will, and graphically analyzed it by separating energy into two essentially equivalent yet perceptively different quantifiable components (space and time). The concept is simple. Motion is the common experience, the conserved quantity, and

the space-time-motion diagram models the difference in perspectives that everyone experiences when they realize that an object, perceived to be at rest, is also in motion relative to some other moving reference frame. Both perspectives exist simultaneously and the only difference is not in their essence, but in our perspective.

The model, I call it the space-time-motion (STM) model, only requires an understanding of undergraduate-level algebra, a little geometry, basic calculus, vectors and phasors, a little imagination and a willingness to work with natural units (as does QFT).  The key to the STM model is that it treats space and time as two different aspects of the same thing – motion. It illustrates that motion, a form of energy, presents in our perception as two equivalent yet different forms, as

1) a unit of energy referenced to its own rest frame, i.e. motion in space, that gives rise to angular momentum, and
2) as motion in time, i.e. a unit of energy referenced to some other motion – the standard unit of motion (the one used to define the standard clock).

Each of these forms is then separated into two perspectives:
1) from the inside looking out (mathematically represented as an expanding spherical wave) and
2) from the outside looking in (mathematically represented as an Euler exponential and thus a quantum wave function).

That’s four different perspectives that can all be represented in a single relational energy diagram (the representation of motion as the relationship between space and time). As a physical object, you can envision your body from all four perspectives. But you can only “see” three of them fully with your eyes. From the outside looking in, you can see the reflection of energy as your physical body. But you experience your “inner space”; you have “insight”.

The STM model treats one perspective, (from the inside-looking-out) as a vector in the linear (differentiated, relativistic) domain. It is a conformal projection – projected outward in space and time from its own center. The other perspective, (outside-looking-in) is treated as a phase vector (called a phasor, which is a simple spinor field) using a polar coordinate system in the frequency (integrated, quantum) domain. It is considered a reflection in the sense that it is the inverse of the projection and the zero-motion “event reference” point. The difference between the vector and the phasor is shown to be a magnification (characteristic of conformal projections) equal to the Lorentz factor. The reflection, represented by the circumference of a circle in the space-time plane, is the same energy as the projection and therefore a coherent wave, but scaled by a factor of 2pi (which is the linear measurement of a unit circle’s circumference, and Planck’s constant in natural units). So the functions that represent the two perspectives present as wave functions slightly shifted in phase. This is what creates the holographic effect; they appear to be different when in reality, they are the same.

To us, perception is reality, so when we perceive an object in motion relative to its background, we see it as a physical change in position and experience it as a metaphysical change in time. Without the background reference plane, we don’t see the physical change in position, yet we know that motion is ubiquitous so we believe that time is passing. In essence, we translate the concept of motion into a unit we call time. This is why many people say that time is an illusion. It’s not an illusion, it’s motion in disguise. (See The Nature of Time)

The STM model allows us to see this relationship from a “higher perspective.” By treating displacement in time exactly the same as displacement in space, it is clear that separation in perspectives creates the apparent rotation of the energy that we perceive as a particle (represented by a polar coordinate system). This rotation immediately changes the relationship between space and time (the ratio that is graphically shown as the slope of the phasor) until it is equal to the slope of the vector (which is what we measure as linear velocity, i.e. the ratio of displacement to time).  The point at which these two ratios are equal is shown to be equal to the golden ratio. The event is a reintegration of the projection with the phase-shifted reflection, very similar to the process of holographic imaging, and is shown to produce a physical energy fringe (related to the fine structure coupling constant) in space. Considering this fringe as a “germ” of energy that serves as both the holographic source and a single quantum grating of the holographic fringe, physical matter can be understood in terms of a transformational, metamorphic process that transforms formless energy (perhaps dark energy) into quantum particles with mass and angular momentum.

I begin with the same model as the Minkowski space-time diagram, which separates (mathematically differentiates) motion into orthogonal dimensions of space and time. By graphically superimposing a polar coordinate system (frequency domain) over the linear (relativistic) domain, the result is the STM energy diagram that models the linear domain as a vector projection in space and time (with magnitude equal to the total energy Hamiltonian including the Lorentz magnification) and the frequency domain as a phasor with magnitude equal to the energy, E=hf, of a quantum particle (since frequency, f, is the inverse of time).

Several relevant equations have been “derived” from or illustrated by the STM model, including the ones mentioned above as well as, De Broglie and Compton wavelengths, the Schrodinger equation and the Klein-Gordon equation. In order to advance this model, several experts will be needed, especially physicists, mathematicians and engineers who understand the physics of holography, relativity and quantum mechanics, Quantum Field Theory – the equations associated with the standard model of particle physics, and the current theory of gravity (including Einstein’s field equations).

Some computer programming will also be very helpful to produce graphical “windows” representation of the two domains and illustrate how focusing on the relativistic domain has the effect of collapsing the quantum domain. For future applications of the model, experts in biological processes and information theory will be needed because the process of DNA and cell reproduction appear to be amplifications of the process (differentiation, projection, reflection, reintegration), and DNA molecules contain information that may also be explained as information entropy stored by the holomorphic process. One of the long-term, practical engineering goals of this research is to understand radioactive isotopes as holographic units that can be “tuned” and thereby transformed to their stable state, with applications to radioactive waste processing. This will require experts in nuclear and radiological physics and engineering.

As a medical physicist I can see the value in the holographic approach to medical imaging. But a better understanding of the holographic nature of matter can also lead to improved treatment techniques. My doctorate thesis was on the development of a geometrically-based method of stereotactic radiosurgery to treat brain tumors, and I can envision the use of holographic tuning to modulate the radiation beams in a way that will deposit radiation dose to tumor tissue more selectively than the current procedure, which uses a single-frequency, collimated beam that is rotated about an isocenter to build up dose to the tumor while spreading it out in healthy tissue.